Sunday, November 9, 2008

Still Waiting

A broken heart aches inside
It makes you feel alone
They say it heals over time
But I’m left on the outside
Wishing I could belong
In this instant right now

I’m here still fighting,
You think everything is okay
I still have hope
But you have no idea

I gave up
Didn’t realize things were so bad
My heart’s still beating
It feels nothing inside
The numbness is so strong
There’s been little healing
But I’m still going –
Still holding a sliver of hope
Waiting for something good


Light in the tunnel got brighter
I was still confused
I did my best to keep it alive
It was like all the rest

In my mind I’m still wondering what went wrong –
Just not as much –
It’s still searching for a reason
Still searching for affection

I gave up
Didn’t realize things were so bad
My heart’s still beating
It feels nothing inside
The numbness is so strong
There’s been little healing
But I’m still going –
Still holding a sliver of hope
Waiting for something good


I’m waiting for another chance –
A new chance at what I need
I’m scared to try again

And I’m still fighting the pain
Because there’s nothing new
I don’t know where to go

And I’m still waiting on your promise
It says you’re with me –
You feel the pain too
But I can’t take much more


The tears on the ground
Left me torn apart
They’ve dried up now
But they still find a way out
When I feel so alone

Yeah, I gave up
I’m tired of the heartache
I’m tired of feeling alone
And I’m tired of being left out

My patience may have worn thin –
But I’m still hoping.

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